My name is Marie. I live in Atlanta.  I am an office manager for a family

owned business. Everyone thinks of me as a conservative church going

type. I don't drink, or smoke or cuss. I have been married 25 years to

the same man. He was my best friend since Jr. High.

 

On our wedding night it was a total fiasco. Over time I came to realize

this man I married is not really interested in sex.  He tried, but it wasn't

his thing.  At the time I was one hot babe, both in looks and in passion.

Being celibate in order to be faithful was pure hell.  I coped by eating,

and masturbating, and fantasizing about all the men who wanted me.

 

Fast forward 25 years and a weight gain of about 5 pounds a year. It

adds up. I am now about 150 pounds overweight and 25 years older.

A few wrinkles, a lot of sag, some surgery scars. Not a pretty sight. And

yet men still "check me out". It always amazes me.  Are there really

men out there who don't think having sex with an obese woman is

either gross or a circus sideshow? Could any man really look at my

huge floppy tits and big round butt and think I'm actually fuckable?

 

This blog is the beginning of exposing myself to men again. I will be

posting a few pics of me and a lot about how I satisfy my needs and

my fantasies.

 

Thanks for reading

Marie